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JANNA CARMELA ESPEJO

This Is The Reality

          She never knew that it would be a place where she would feel so alone because no one noticed her just because of her figure. Carmela thought that when she entered high school, the bullying would stop, but it has gotten worse. Few months had passed when Carmela felt left out by the people she would always put first. She never hated herself until someone made her feel like she’s not worth it…..that she’s nothing because of her looks. She’s sick of people saying “Try to eat less, you’ll look more beautiful”.

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          Others thought that she was not hurting but the truth is, it really hurt her feeling so much. Nobody ever thought that those words can make someone feel bad about herself. She would always look at the mirror wherever and whenever she sees one and say to herself “You’re beautiful no matter what”. But she always felt wrong whenever she says that. Carmela wants to believe in herself but it just won’t work because she is brainwashed by the fact that she’s worthless for having that body.

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          Time passes by when Carmela had a breakdown regarding her studies and other family problems. She never knew what to do until she started hating herself for no reason. She even started blaming her figures and looks because of the pain she is going through because Carmela believed that it is all her fault. She never hated the fact that she had low scores, she hated the fact that she had a thick figure. Every day Carmela would just sit at the corner and cry. Every day she felt the needs to satisfy everyone. Every day she would look at herself in the mirror and started harming herself until she gets a bruise, and that lasted for a year.

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